I look perfectly normal, don't ya think? I am actually going through a rough time in my life. Most of you know that I have epilepsy. Specifically, I have been diagnosed with temporal lobe siezure disorder. Let me describe what happens : first, I get a sinking feeling in my chest, like the reaction you would have if you saw your child fall into a river. I am instantly covered in sweat. Panicked and afraid. Next, I go into "tunnel vision" I feel separated from everthing around me. I can hear what is being said around me, but I feel isolated somehow. After that, I completely lose my ability to speak - this lasts for just a couple of minutes. Then, my lips chatter uncontrollably for a minute or two.....and then the seizure is over. A major problem with my siezures, is that I get a killer migraine headache afterward, that can last for hours. The migraine makes me very sensitive to light. I also feel really dizzy....so much so, that I will often throwup if I have food in my belly. I have had 18 seizures this weekend. It has been rough, but we have recieved so much help from my mom, Mike's mom, and friends from our ward. What a blessing it is to know that you are loved and are taken care of during your hard days! Whenever I say something that Mike doesn't like (help me clean, let's watch a chick flick tonight....) he says that my brain is just acting up again!! Let me know if you have any experience or insight into my disorder! Thanks